Siiiick. I feel like crap, though a bit better than I was feeling Friday till now. I’ve had this horrible cough and all around yuckyness. Im having a horrible time getting my plans in order. I know where I want to go and when I want to do it, but I’m having trouble with the in-between-ness of it. I suppose it would help if I talked it over with the people involved in it, but I have this stupid aversion to telling people my plans just in case they dont end up working out (because normally they dont). There are a couple things I know 100%. I am moving out. I know the place I want to go. I dont know how I’m going to get there. I have like three- four months to figure that out. I need a plan B just in case plan A dosnt end up working out. I need to figure out how student loans in other provinces work. I need to figure out how Im going to juggle school and working. I might take a semester off and then go to school second semester of this school year just so I can kind of figure out whats going on. I ONLY HAVE THREE TO FOUR MONTHS TO FIGURE THIS OUT! GAHHHHHHHH. On top of all this I feel like I’m dying and work has been hectic. My life seems to have taken on this stressful blah-ness that I cant seem to escape.
I seem to have lost touch with 99% of my friends. Jesse. Message me. Its been too long.
On a happy note, I’ve lost weight, without even trying. Even though I really should be because Jarrod’s grad is soon. I guess exercising is in my near future (after breathing issues go away from this stupid sick-ness-ness)
We have family staying with us right now, my Papa’s nephew or something like that. I only met them briefly but they seem like really nice people.
Well, it seems there is now work for me as the PLS van just got here.